Just do that sweet surrender to my soul. Be dark and bring the light with you. Capture all the living candles!

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Warning!! Please do read the #disclaimer# down there before you enter my peculiar thoughts!!!††† I have fixed all the broken links. But if ya wanna know my favorite pages, just visit YAYASAN FATIMAH ONLINE that will quite cheer you up. Sorry Syari`ati you're a lil late and move so slowly, i`m taking over the cyber place now heheheh ;)

Check out the Bulletin too. I got new stuff there. Might worth for living. And yes of course you may click all the pictures there. It's yer freedom to touch everything you wanna touch! Cherrio!!†

Silent Garden†† New !!
Links To Heaven†††
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DESIRE† ( broke )
Lust And SeductionNew !!
A man to love
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Give me a light
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Nyanyian Malam
Secret Sorrow
Life is a bitch!†††
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I will fix it later ...

Shalat Jum'at††
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Gerhana Seks††
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Akal sbg Hujah ...††
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Who Are Ahlulbayt††
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Akal oleh Musa ....
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Kemelut Kepemimpinan
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Pengangkatan Khalifah
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Sumpah Talak
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Talak ketika Haid ...†† New !!
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Sumber Syariat††
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Ayat At-Thatir
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Rose Being SchizoNew !!
Purest Dark
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Tonite is the Night
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Warm rejection
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Oh Syahid!
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Before my B-day
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Then I cry ...
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I`m adding more articles and it's becuz my coorp with yayasan fatimah. Thank you guys. You make me feel precious than I was before. Allah bless you!

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Meet several victims

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Last revimped: Midnite 2001

Carpe Diem

Because man's being is made of such strange stuff as to be partly akin to nature and partly not, at once natural and extra natural, a kind of ontological centaur, half immersed in nature, half transcending it. (Jose Ortega)

That is why....Gnothi Seauthon!

I cannot hold these no more! I cannot! I cannot. It has been years since I wrote what's on the mind in books. It is my chance for me to put what's on the mind in pages. Pages that I hope can be long lasting in another world? maybe?

No mortal can keep a secret. If this lips are silent, I chatter with my fingertips; betrayal oozes out of me at every pore. And you know something, when I wrote these all....I learn a lot of things. Things that you wont have any from just standing in reality and talk , rambling about nonsense things. Things that you could only understand by understanding others.

I, Aida!!

I want, by understanding myself, to understanding others. I want to be all that I am capable of becoming....

This all sounds very .....strange and serious. I have wrestled a bit ....struggle the life ...a bit. For I am only 21 when the pages are done. It's no longer so? I feel happy at last. Deep down, all is well. Deep down ...I feel love? deep down...can you hear me?

I am on your service also. Be positive! Don`t share only negative feelings. But share your positive-optimistic thoughts as well. And advices to the living soul: When something enthuses you, SAY SO! When something goes right, TELL THE WORLD! When you have accomplished something, PUT YOUR SELF ON THE BACK AND LET OTHERS KNOW! When you are feeling cheerful, BE ABSOLUTELY INFECTIOUS WITH YOUR FEELING! And last but wont least, If you feel bubbly, BUBBLE! heheheheh .......Oh me and my moody emotion ;)†

I`m using Language here. Language that you all can understand it. I am smiling now. :)

Hummm ....Bertrand Russell whispered something in my ears last night, he said something about "Language"


"...Though a useful and indispensable tool, is a dangerous one, since it begins by suggesting a definiteness, discreteness, and quasi-permanence in objects which physics seems to show that they do not possess."


Anyway, my childhood made these all peculiar words. This came up actually when I was 13. I read about Freud when I was in Junior High. So I guess, I'm pretty silly if I don't like him. No!! Naahhh!!

He is Pretty Silly!

Dorothy Law Nolte said:

If a child lives with criticism, he learns how to condemn. If a child lives with hostility, he learns to fight. If a child lives with ridicule, he learns to be shy. If a child lives with a shame, he learns to feel guilty. If a child lives with tolerance, he learns to be patient. If a child lives with encouragement, he learns to be confident. If a child learns with praise, he learns to appreciate. If a child lives with fairness, he learns justice. If a child lives with security, he learns to have faith. If a child lives with approval, he learns to like himself. If a child lives with acceptance and friendship, he learns to find love in the world.

My oh my! Really a tough slaps for me huh :)

Akhirul kalam, Laa illa ha illa Allah. Muhammad Rasul Allah.

And with Love, Aida.


This site may be have some explicit contents, I donít do curse or things like that but perhaps when my mood and emotion explode, I wrote peculiar statements. So if you have close and narrow minded, do not hesitate to leave the site immediately. Or incase knowing that your brain and your memory reject my statements, I suggest you venture no further. Thank you.