Just do that sweet surrender to my
soul. Be dark and bring the light with you. Capture all the living
FROM MY SOUL†††† †††
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I`M ON YOUR SERVICE
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Last revimped: Midnite 2001
Because man's being is made of such strange stuff
as to be partly akin to nature and partly not, at once natural and extra natural, a kind of ontological centaur, half immersed in nature, half
transcending it. (Jose Ortega)
That is why....Gnothi Seauthon!
I cannot hold these no more! I cannot! I cannot.
It has been years since I wrote what's on the mind in books. It is my
chance for me to put what's on the mind in pages. Pages that I hope can be
long lasting in another world? maybe?
No mortal can keep a secret. If this lips are
silent, I chatter with my fingertips; betrayal oozes out of me at every
pore. And you know something, when I wrote these all....I learn a lot of
things. Things that you wont have any from just standing in reality and
talk , rambling about nonsense things. Things that you could only
understand by understanding others.
I want, by understanding myself, to understanding
others. I want to be all that I am capable of becoming....
This all sounds very .....strange and serious. I
have wrestled a bit ....struggle the life ...a bit. For I am only 21 when
the pages are done. It's no longer so? I feel happy at last. Deep down,
all is well. Deep down ...I feel love? deep down...can you hear me?
I am on your service also. Be positive! Don`t
share only negative feelings. But share your positive-optimistic thoughts
as well. And advices to the living soul: When something enthuses you, SAY
SO! When something goes right, TELL THE WORLD! When you have accomplished
something, PUT YOUR SELF ON THE BACK AND LET OTHERS KNOW! When you are
feeling cheerful, BE ABSOLUTELY INFECTIOUS WITH YOUR FEELING! And last but
wont least, If you feel bubbly, BUBBLE! heheheheh .......Oh me and my
moody emotion ;)†
I`m using Language here. Language that you all
can understand it. I am smiling now. :)
Hummm ....Bertrand Russell whispered something in
my ears last night, he said something about "Language"
"...Though a useful and indispensable tool,
is a dangerous one, since it begins by suggesting a definiteness,
discreteness, and quasi-permanence in objects which physics seems to show
that they do not possess."
Anyway, my childhood made these all peculiar
words. This came up actually when I was 13. I read about Freud when I was
in Junior High. So I guess, I'm pretty silly if I don't like him. No!!
He is Pretty Silly!
Dorothy Law Nolte said:
If a child lives with criticism, he learns how to
condemn. If a child lives with hostility, he learns to fight. If a child
lives with ridicule, he learns to be shy. If a child lives with a shame,
he learns to feel guilty. If a child lives with tolerance, he learns to be
patient. If a child lives with encouragement, he learns to be confident.
If a child learns with praise, he learns to appreciate. If a child lives
with fairness, he learns justice. If a child lives with security, he
learns to have faith. If a child lives with approval, he learns to like
himself. If a child lives with acceptance and friendship, he learns to
find love in the world.
My oh my! Really a tough slaps for me huh :)
Akhirul kalam, Laa illa ha illa Allah. Muhammad
And with Love, Aida.
site may be have some explicit contents, I donít do curse or things like
that but perhaps when my mood and emotion explode, I wrote peculiar
statements. So if you have close and narrow minded, do not hesitate to
leave the site immediately. Or incase knowing that your brain and your
memory reject my statements, I suggest you venture no further. Thank you.