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Saturday, April 21, 2007
You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.
so true. You are a rather inhibited sort of person. This could be the result of your upbringing or of your schooling, whatever. You are able to obtain satisfaction from various forms of physical or emotional activity but all in all you are inclined to be emotionally withdrawn. As a consequence of this you find it difficult to sustain any deep involvement. i don't think i am.
Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.think its bullshit.
There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life - those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong. This destructive attitude could come under the heading of 'a self fulfilling prophesy'. This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So now turn it about. As you 'think', so you are... So 'imagine' yourself successful. 'Pretend', 'act it out' and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome.
Ain't too sure about this.
Love me ... * 4:19 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Perthie was so so hot when i first arrived. Headed to the beach almost 4 times a week for a month~ got a tan, but i still wanna be tanner..#$%^ =))
MAmbo was as usual great for me cos i got so damn fucking drunk. love the B151s. my deadly poison. lalalalala.
Went shopping a couple of times, but nothing fancy. guess i missed the summer sales. sigh. Mahjong has became part of a routine here. i just love this game. lalalala.
i do not know what else to blog about. boring. will update next time. Friendster has all the pretty pix so go seeee them.
Love me ... * 9:55 AM
__[`16th Sept 1985..*]
*i wanna own all the make ups in the world
*using my own hard-earned $$ to buy a Mini-cooper S
*ALL the pretty shoes!