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last updated: March 18, 2005

 

written & created by Lexan B. Orantes

a production of StoryTellersManila

 

March 12, 2005/Saturday

In Bed With A Stranger

 

Boys Don't Cry

1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13.

 

March 14, 2005/Monday

Boys Do Cry

 

Guest Book

March 13, 2005/Sunday

Boys Don't Cry

12.I refused to feel… but it lingered… the pain… In the end I have to stop… I took a seat… wanting to leave already but then what? Let the pain consume me…? Blame something…someone…? Cry…? Boys don’t cry… probably not true… but I refuse to… What’s the point anyway?

            Life is a never ending warfare… full of conflicts, attacks coming in from right, left, from the back, up front… you get wounded… blow here, a blow there… you fall down on the ground… on the ground, a kick in the face… you’d be left half dead… no sympathy… you have no choice but to get up again. You stand up and get back on the game… Pain? Everybody hurts!

            Nick was to pass where I was… he asked me what’s the matter—wasn’t that stupid…? I said none. “Come on, enjoy yourself,” he said. I nodded. Sure…

 

 

 

 

 

March 11, 2005: Fact Me | Another Day, Another Night | Poem for Nick | Not Feeling Good All of a Sudden    March 4, 2005: I'm Sick | Hold Me | Good & Bad | Breaking My Heart February 26, 2005: Boy Kidlat | Me, Stressed? | Cool With You Again | Loud Mouth, Me February 19, 2005:  Versus | Looking for Killer Smile | I Lost My Phone | Adorable Nick February 12, 2005: Degree 2 | Degree 1And Now I Wait February 5, 2005: Forty One | Macedonia | Swallow | Alone Again | Da Vinci Code: Review | Cutie-Cutie Jay | Srew Up | I Love You In Bed January 24, 2005: crisaldo pablo effect | bathhouse: review | boot lovenaked me January 18, 2005: cubao story | finally, a good one | good in paper, bad in bed | to erchel January 11, 2005: Nipple Sucker | Me As Doctor LoveSmall Town, No ShowErchel, Let's Talk About Sex January 3, 2005: I will | Pololoko | Another Fuckless Night | Balcony Relationships | Let Me Stay | Big