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last updated: March 18, 2005

 

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March 12, 2005/Saturday

In Bed With A Stranger

 

Boys Don't Cry

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March 14, 2005/Monday

Boys Do Cry

 

Guest Book

 

 

 

 

March 13, 2005/Sunday

Boys Don't Cry

9.“How To Dump Someone Nicely?” if a book ever exist, it would be a good gift for Nick. I doubt it though that a book would ever be published… Or if so, it would be baloney. Dumping someone, no matter how you do it… no matter how nice you think you could lay it… still sum up to… well… dumping… You are still to break a heart… and that it would hurt… It would still hurt…

            When I didn’t say anything, he held me… and resorted to the classic line “I love you too as a friend.” Note: as I’m writing that very line, I’m laughing hysterically! I just can’t believe he used that line on me… Not specially after he pretended I don’t exist!

            I know, as I said above… anyway you do it, it still sum up to breaking a heart. Nick would still end up breaking my heart… The thing was, come on! I would rather he told me that I’m really below his league than assume I’m stupid and believe that lame lie.

            God, why do I fall for these losers!? Okay, he is not a loser. It was I who got dumped…

            But really come on… I’m a lot smarter than that.

 

            I wasn’t thinking of that at that moment… I wasn’t actually able to think… I told him that the only reason I go there was to see him… I even sited that the last time, I was sick yet I came just to see him… “Pero ‘di mo ko pinapansin…”

            He said sorry…

 

            Then he told me that he met someone last week and that they met again today. I assume it was the guy who was with him at the Jacuzzi. And, that he was waiting for him upstairs… Nuclear bomb dropped in Nagasaki.

 

March 11, 2005: Fact Me | Another Day, Another Night | Poem for Nick | Not Feeling Good All of a Sudden    March 4, 2005: I'm Sick | Hold Me | Good & Bad | Breaking My Heart February 26, 2005: Boy Kidlat | Me, Stressed? | Cool With You Again | Loud Mouth, Me February 19, 2005:  Versus | Looking for Killer Smile | I Lost My Phone | Adorable Nick February 12, 2005: Degree 2 | Degree 1And Now I Wait February 5, 2005: Forty One | Macedonia | Swallow | Alone Again | Da Vinci Code: Review | Cutie-Cutie Jay | Srew Up | I Love You In Bed January 24, 2005: crisaldo pablo effect | bathhouse: review | boot lovenaked me January 18, 2005: cubao story | finally, a good one | good in paper, bad in bed | to erchel January 11, 2005: Nipple Sucker | Me As Doctor LoveSmall Town, No ShowErchel, Let's Talk About Sex January 3, 2005: I will | Pololoko | Another Fuckless Night | Balcony Relationships | Let Me Stay | Big