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last updated: March 18, 2005

 

written & created by Lexan B. Orantes

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March 12, 2005/Saturday

In Bed With A Stranger

 

Boys Don't Cry

1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13.

 

March 14, 2005/Monday

Boys Do Cry

 

Guest Book

March 13, 2005/Sunday

Boys Don't Cry

3.I woke up, alone… Blinding sunlight from the window… silence… loneliness gripped me… Saturday morning…? Noon… I was at Degree the night before… shagged four people… one person short of my record. I didn’t see Nick… first Friday I didn’t see him since we met… Probably it’s for the best, I thought. Probably, it’s not meant to be…the problem with probability…

            Fixed myself a cup of coffee, took it to the bathroom, cigarette at hand… seated at the toilet, I smoke and drunk my coffee—breakfast. Nothing unusual… I miss Nick…

            Took a shower after…

            Brushed my teeth…

            Probably, it’s not meant to be… I wasn’t really hoping much… Correction, I was so hoping but… I knew… I was just being foolish really… What would he want from me…? I looked at my reflection at the mirror… They were right… I do have beautiful eyes… I laughed, narcissist!

            Nick…

            But still, I wanted him… I’ll take anything… to the littlest… just a sight of him… even a mere sight of him… I’d cherished it…

            I need to start working…

March 11, 2005: Fact Me | Another Day, Another Night | Poem for Nick | Not Feeling Good All of a Sudden    March 4, 2005: I'm Sick | Hold Me | Good & Bad | Breaking My Heart February 26, 2005: Boy Kidlat | Me, Stressed? | Cool With You Again | Loud Mouth, Me February 19, 2005:  Versus | Looking for Killer Smile | I Lost My Phone | Adorable Nick February 12, 2005: Degree 2 | Degree 1And Now I Wait February 5, 2005: Forty One | Macedonia | Swallow | Alone Again | Da Vinci Code: Review | Cutie-Cutie Jay | Srew Up | I Love You In Bed January 24, 2005: crisaldo pablo effect | bathhouse: review | boot lovenaked me January 18, 2005: cubao story | finally, a good one | good in paper, bad in bed | to erchel January 11, 2005: Nipple Sucker | Me As Doctor LoveSmall Town, No ShowErchel, Let's Talk About Sex January 3, 2005: I will | Pololoko | Another Fuckless Night | Balcony Relationships | Let Me Stay | Big